(Source: Flickr / george-christakis)
Lol, a Kevin Spacey dream! Cute. I was showing the man around this property and setting up a suitable place for him to test out the trampoline since it caught his eye. I really just wanted to give him a hug!
Because I’m highly sensitive to the beauty of life today, I imagined laughing and crying to someone in a community setting where it wouldn’t be weird and people could be open to each other about their feelings and laugh together. I just.. Miss and love so many people right now. Why are we all so far away :’P
I need a good meditation/cry session. :P my weird knowing of how to cleanse the emotional debris. Beautiful music feels good for my eyeballs. Damnit haha. Not in public!
Sometimes my need to keep people happy is in itself selfish because I am not in control. That despair I feel is not real. The deeper I wander into my feeling, I find the trust I need to know that everything and everyone is on their own personal journey, and that I am also pursuing my own path passionately. And that this is real. I am love, loving, and leading myself. My aim is to focus on my path while supporting people if they need. So.. Let it go, don’t resist and hold on to an idea or you carry the pain. All is unfolding as it should! :)
I have a problem with wanting to read at night even when my eyelids are closing on themselves